She would definitely start digging into this Chief engineer. They were curious to say at the least, with a sigh she let go of the facade as the shoulders dropped. Let the games begin she thought tiresome.
"No, I had no time to learn any forms of meditation. They proved futile even if I did attempt so, there was no privacy nor time for that. It is true, I will have to adapt to these challenges which again is proving more difficult than previous anticipated."
It was not untruthful, aboard a rapid-reponse team there was very little time to spare. All hands were on alert, the ship rocketing to side to side from weapon fire to gravitional forces. They were all the same, flashing red lights and blasting warnings. It was surprise she wasn't deaf from all of the chaos. You had to sacrifice trust to gain it came a thought, where was this from exactly?
"Yes, how logical of you to base your judgement on their work but you like to avoid my question's, don't you? I have no problems with Vulcans nor other species for that matter if that's the impression you are getting."
She turned directly to face him, the eyes softening in attempt.
"An emotional response. Both Romulans and Vulcans have emotion but you would know that. As for what I want is someone who's not going to stab me."
Putting it blankly before she resumed.
"You are a curious individual, Alizati. Such thing fascinates someone like myself, it is true you have seen through my deception which I applaude you for however there is always a method for this madness. Though I did not deceive you when I said I was willing to attempt meditation, being a parted from the empire has gave me time to reconsider certian thing's such as belief. I wanted to know if there is a person that is trustworthy."
Can one truly stop being an agent, it had always felt like a mission. Everywhere she went, all the people she's talked to. It was a mission, now she had no mission and was lost so now what.